Thank you for sharing your journey.
A turning point in my life was in 1991. I woke from a nap in which a friend from the past gifted me this:
Life emerged with innocent determination
And the World proceeded in Quiet Space
Each form walking in its own path
Each taking and receiving without guilt
Not as individuals but as one World Nation
Nothing Supreme, nothing Detrimental, no imposing self gain
Each one succeeds and fails in its own right
The World was orderly, chaotic and precise
Noise was heard worldwide with consistent harmony
With the song always changing to repeat itself again
The World’s orchestra was internally directed
The music deafening yet always in synch
Until a being stepped forward who wanted the stage
Its self-imposed leadership allowed it to ignore the rest
The World sat back; it could only hold its breath
The being was not true to the stage it held
Not only playing its own, but hoarding the rest
The oceans and skies played a soft background hum
Only to be heard by the conscientious listener
For the stage was full though room for not a single one
The chaos continued, destined to be order
Each director falling with instrument in hand
An unnoticed player reaches back for what it once owned
Until the last grasps of the stage deterministically fell
Into that eternal nonexistence we named Hell
And the World ignored us